I kiss you like your drowning and my mouth is the sponge
and when im near you things in me light on fire
but you can only say opposites attract so much

“because her skin affects me more than any book i’ve ever read or any lyric ever sung”

I’ve learned that who ever comes in your life will surely leave, whether by choice or in a casket. so i don’t regret the connections i’ve made or any reason for you leaving. i just know that we had what we had and it was pretty great while it lasted.

the saying “sticks and stones can break your bones but words can never hurt you” is the biggest fucking lie you will ever be told because the words build up and stay and replay and break down everything you want to find good about yourself. 

They make you build casts around your heart and turn you cold and bitter. 

you can snap all my bones in half if you could erase the memories of not being enough. 

don’t tell me not to cry…. you might as well be telling a fire not to burn or a heart not to break

But im scared of dying

I felt an emptiness that i havnt felt for years, that I never wanted to feel again.
That feeling of just being so done that I couldn't even feel done. I just felt nothing and that scared the shit out of me because I know what I'm capable of when I reach that point and it was so devastating that it took years to get back on the right track but there I was again. Swimming in a emotionless nothingness and trying to surface but was too tired of trying

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third eye blind

finding connection with yourself
should be self discovery
but as it turns out
it's a battle of who would stay if you
were honest

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